note to self: growing up
You’re going to lose closeness with the vast majority of people you once really cared about, even with social media and a million ways to stay in touch, and there’s nothing wrong with that. It’s just a normal, healthy emotional molting process that is going to take place regardless of how many times you like their status updates. #thought catalog
Realizing that some friends are going to end up with people that you know, in your heart, are not a right decision for them — and that this is just a mistake they are going to have to make on their own.# thought catalog
if i can only decide for things
If you ask me, i really want to go home and spend Christmas with you. But i dont have the budget and the time to make this possible. It hurts to hear an accusing tone, that as if it seems like I dont want to go home. :C
OCT 15 2012
Im going to start to minimize eating rice. Diet Mode. Hopefully, I will succeed before December, i need to lose weight for Christmas Party. Last OCt 7, i started my role as coach buddy, did not feel it for the first week because I was on training for RPS, only felt how fulfilling the job is when I started doing floor support last Oct 14. I love my work. I feel so blessed. Thank you Lord.
"It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. We all know that our time in this world is limited, and that eventually all of us will end up underneath some sheet, never to wake up. And yet it is always a surprise when it happens to someone we know. It is like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark, and thinking there is one more stair than there is. Your foot falls down, through the air, and there is a sickly moment of dark surprise as you try and readjust the way you thought of things. "
- Klaus: Lebenslangerschicksalsschatz is not something that develops over time. It is something that happens instantaneously. It courses through you like the water of a river after a storm, filling you and emptying you all at once. You feel it throughout your body, in your hands, in your heart, in your stomach, in your skin…have you ever felt this way about someone?
- Ted: …I think so.
- Klaus: If you have to think about it, you have not felt it.
- Ted: And you’re absolutely sure you’ll find that someday?
- Klaus: Of course. Everyone does eventually… you just never know when or where.